Now he is here...now he is not!!

And the great weekend finished...Liverpool street is always going to be in my memories as the station where I have to say "see you soon" to my love...why is it that two people that love each other like we do have to go through this?
We are together for 3 years and a half...and in this time it has been hard...the times we were away, but now we have jobs at the opposite ends of the same country...it's so hard...our love is so pretty, so strong and so filling...he has this special gift of making me feel like there is only 2 people in the world....always makes me feel great! he is the best thing that have ever happened to me...now the only thing I can do is wait for the next great weekend!

I love him so so much!

shoppinggggggggggg!

Shopping is something that always make my mood, but not always in a good way...sometimes I go for a shopping session in order to get in a better mood and by the time I leave I am so so down...
I am guessing that we all had that urge of going shopping and buy something amazing and then you get there and either what you like doesn;t fit you or doesn;t look good in your body shape, or there is nothing really appealing although the notes are almost jumping from your wallet! I get stressed and upset when this happens...
But then there are the days when I go shopping and I come home completely new...not just with new clothes (and with no money left in my wallet) but actually feeling good about myself! Those are the days when I say that I have been to some shopping therapy! :)

Today, after work I will go with the love of my life to some nice shopping therapy, but today I am sure that even if I don't find anything, if I don't like anything or nothing looks good on me at all, I will still feel great about myself cause he will be there with me!

being in Love is so nice!!! :)

babies

I have been reading this blog which I find very amusing and at the moment everything she talks about it's her baby...her newborn baby....

by reading it made me realise how much I want one too!!
I always wanted babies but always thought it's not time yet I am not ready, life is not structured...but when I come to think about it i really think I am ready, it is time and I really Want ONE!
:)

till next time !

A men is not an Island

So I 've heard...So why do I feel like one?
the only voice I listen over here where i am now is the one inside my conscience!
bahhhhhhhhhhhhh

weeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

He is coming!!! weeeeee!

thought i would let you know! :)

YES OR NO?

I like it but I am rather unsure! Help! Yes or NO?

life is not always pink!

yesterday started as such a nice day, sunny, pretty warm...and at some point, not sure when, everything went downhill...I started feeling down and ended the day crying...but it was not sadness, it was build up stress from so many things...today I feel slightly better, I still have easy tears and I still feel down...but somehow the crying helped, released all the feelings,all the frustations and somehow did the trick...Feel slightly better...

Till my next post!

Sunny LONDON!!

Today is an amazing day here in London...I woke up naturally only with the sun coming in from the window...i did not dream, I slept like a baby, and in a lot of time I did not feel down and grumpy I actually felt happy...I still miss him so so much, I am still thinking in a possibility in a solution, but at least today the sun is shinning and for some minutes, hours or even the whole day I actually feel alright!

I am a happy woman, and if it wasn't for his absence (for work reasons) i would for sure be someone complete and so so happy!

But as I said before, today is sunny and everything seems easier, and prettier and I feel well!

Enjoy the sun, if you are back home go to the beach and please don't complain about the heat cause in a couple of months it will be grey and rainy and cold and ugly and we will all feel not as good as today, let's save the complaints for that day!shall we??

till my next post!

the 3 basic rules to happiness

this is the name of the movie I saw last night...It wasn't a great movie it was just so so but at some point in the movie the female character said the 3 rules she follows to live her life...and I thought that this rules were pretty good...they made sense, so here they are:
1) Don't take advice from someone you wouldn't trade places with;
2) try no to do things you can't take back;
3) something is what it is and it is not something else;

And after giving some thought to this rules I realised that she is right, I think rule number 3 is very important....think about it, how many of you have analysed something a guy did or said so much that whatever he said now has a totally different meaning? But is it the meaning he meant?NO! Because something is what it is and NOT something else. I realised that if you live our life by this rule we will be a lot happier, because we will not spend half of our time trying to find the hidden meaning in a word or a gesture, because girls, let's face it man aren't as deep as we are, when they speak there are words in what they say not metaphores...and therefore what they say is what they say and not something else....
and this is it...I hope the rules help you living ur life fully!

My life in words...

HIM, trips, friends (a few), beach, sun, London, rain, food, dinners, greek food, cinema, books, work, science....
looking at it like this does not look that exciting...lolololol