knitting knitting!!!!

i started t knit for the first time in my life over the weekend...and yesterday i finished my first project....a Purse...which is so cute! i am very proud of my work!!
lololololol
i will put a picture soon!! need to buy wool though!!lololololol
till my next post!

back to life back to reality.....

and i am back....because everything that is good ends up fast...oh...why couldn't i stay longer???why??? i wanted so much....it was another amazing trip...like all the ones i did this year....and the only thing i can say is Thank YOU for making me smile every single day of my life!!!ah, and thanks for the croissants, the jam and the amazing bread!thanks for taking me to the island, for the romantic dinner, the roses, thanks for being who u are and for making me be who i am!! i love u!!
and sine i think u must be drulling by now...i say...
Till my next post....

won't be going anywhere so soon....or maybe i will!!! :) who knows?

i love to travel....

here i am getting ready to once more run away from GB....but it's not because i don't like britain...it's because there are other values that reach higher, like love and friendship....so here i am getting ready for a trip that i know it's going to be AMAZING...it will energize me....it will make me talk another language, it will make me feel GOOD!!! and ONE...cause when i'm here i don't feel one...i am the scientist, the friend, the sportist, the student, the teacher...but i can't be ONE...and there i am...because it's not where u are...it's WHO you are with!! i am sure i will have an amazing time!! :)

just because she asked...

this post today is to my dear friend that commented on my last post...she wanted pictures of my nephew which i already explain...but mostly she wants to know how was greece...well in one word AMAZING!!!
here are some words that describe Greece:
romantic fun, new, resting, entertaining,beach,swim,hot,really hot,good food, nice people,smiles,home,pool,burning,carpunzi,greek,learning,loving,interesting,bday...well finally and utterly amazing!!!
i just love greece!leave u 3 or 4 pics from the best holiday i've had in the last years!!

esta sao pa ti doida!
kiss kiss

too long....

hey everybody that reads my blog...(yes you...thanks for reading it by the way)...it has been too long since i've last posted something...but truth to be told nothing really amazing , spectacular...extraordinary happened to me lately that deserves to be told...well unless maybe that i am an auntie now...and yes...that i must say it's extraordinary....ok, so maybe i should have written that...i should have!!SOrry! oh well, but here i am hoping that whoever read my blog wants to know about my trip to Greece, and to Portugal...(ok ok...i know u don't want....) sorry again...maybe this is not going amazing!! lololololol
so maybe i stop here, but i want to say that the weather today is good, and that i will have an amazing weekend ...definetely doing something good...or maybe not...ok so definetely maybe i will do something good...and maybe u are right...(yes you again, pretty much the only one that reads this...) this is not going well at all...and now, just to finish the week in high i will write the introduction of my thesis... (in high?????i don't have it 400 anymore...350?maybe???)
till my next post....

I am FED up...but not of YOU!

i am fed up of being away, i am fed up of being here, i'm fed up of not being there...God i'm so fed up....lololololol...but today i am not fed up of the weather...and i am not fed up of being who i am...and most importantly i am not fed up of YOU...i'm not...and only because you make me smile...you give me what i need... I love u and i miss u loads!!
kisses

And it is done!

It looks like the dark awful cloud that it was over me and all the ones i love is passing by (touch wood), and things are getting a bit better!! my brother in law is finally home, things are almost finished here in the lab...my boyfriend is coming tomorrow to see me...and yes me and my friend completed in proud 34 min the 5 km race to raise money for Cancer research..even though was raining like hell and it looked like the sky was upset with us...but yes was good and gave both of us a very nice feeling so we're happy!!and there is a picture..but for some reason i can't upload it just yet...i woill post it later ok? promise!

until my next post!!

today i just need to sleep....

not everything can be bad!

i know i usually write about funny things...or things that happened to me...but lately my life hasn't been very funny so i haven't got much funny things to talk about...but i want to say that my brother in law is a bit better even though he is still in the hospital and he is still staying there for at least 7 days more...:( but al least he is responding to antibiotics and the infection is decreasing....something positive for a change :)!

Also ( and because not everything can be bad) i am writing to say that i have decided to do my good deed this year so i am running the race for life (cancer research) on july the 6th! oh my GOd what was  thinking about?5Km!! oh yes...so yesterday was the first outside practice 5 km around the pretty victoria Park...(almost died)...but anyway me and my good friend Fred manage to do it in something like 35 min! :) so we guess that we will manage on sunday!

i will finish this post by saying that u can sponsor me for that race on www.raceforlifesponsorme.org/vanessaterra 

DO your good deed this year!! help whoever needs more!!everything helps...even 1£ !!

till my next post!

sad sad sad....

i haven't had the most amazing days lately...and i feel so worried today...my brother in law is in the hospital back in portugal and i am here...it's such an impotence feeling!! Feel so worried and sad! that's when i don't like to be in england...i really don't !! i would love to be there where i belong...miss portugal and my family...and my partner...miss everybody!! i'm sad!! BLoody weekend it's not proving much better than the week! anyway...

till my next post!

this post today is different!

i want to dedicate this post to one of my best friends...at the moment her life is upside down but still she has strenght and courage...she has what it takes to face this horrible situation .. and that's why i want to write this...that's why i've decided she deserves to be honored in my blog!!

I like u so so so much ANA, can't tell you how proud i am of you! 

Courage and my friend do not lose HOPE...EVER...cause miracles do happen!

millions of kisses!